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@JreamCheah: 我水瓶座喜欢一个人时就像瓶底装着充满你的纸袋染色料，透明的瓶子一直会流出挤满的水，到了某个时候你的袋会慢慢被挤出来然后填入新的袋，如果你选择留下袋子会破，流出染料把我透明的瓶子染上你的颜色〜

David Lanz inspired me to visit here~

Christofori's Dream, a really nice composition work done by David Lanz, i love it so much, n the way he changed the Canon in D, he have his own variation on it n the style he played i really enjoy so much...
suddenly after listened to few pieces i been inspired to visit here again, i promised not to come back here anymore, here have the worst experience for me, quarrel for a girl that not actually worth it... well i have heart broke after tat, i have no idea y she can attract me so much on the pass, but that isn't the point, neither is important for me anymore, im not care her anymore, even if she charm me back i won't bother her though.

lets talk about what i did so far after SPM since v last stopped there, i scored quite good result in SPM at least im happy with that, after that i started my Music Diploma in MIA at Wangsa Maju... i met many new friends, here i learned many different characteristic for each ppl, sometime i just can't stand with that, i been stressed so much... build more stronger performance is important here otherwise u will b consider a weaker, well so much friends in MIA expected me so much after they knew i have a deep n loud voice, that the reason i started my vocal lesson too, im singing Baritone... in pass few years i just desperate with my this ugly deep voice bcos many friends in secondary school used to make joke... till im in MIA i just noticed im holding the gold key n i don't know it is worthy!

about LOVE:
form my memory around in half year passed, i have some different feeling with my scout junior, i started dream bout her sometime, checking her FB is my daily routine, chat with her can make me stay happy for a long day, after few times she rejected my invitation for hanging out, actually i planned to tell her out my feeling to her, but she been rejected all the time, i almost made it 1 time but at last she rejected me for going out with me at last minute~ after that due to busy time schedule in college, i forgotten bout the feel to her, quite mystery actually~
after that i met a girl in Popzzical Concert which conducted by my college choir tutor... when i met her i fall in love i guess, the reason i said 'i guess' is please let me finish 1st...
i have to admit im pro tracker actually, after the concert i manage found out her FB Twitter n so on, i thought i really like her, because i felt her eyes seem like someone that are attracted me so much in pass but i can't remember on that time... after almost 1 month i found out she have big spent habit, though im impolite to say that... well i would not like to say much also :D
after few weeks, i try to date the previous junior, the reason i will find her is actually very mysterious also, she suddenly inbox me 1 day n said previously have a ppl hack her account n chat with me but i knew that's not her that time so i don't bother her n scold the hacker... after few chats i found the feeling that i used to be with her...
so i tried to date her out, at 1st she rejected because she dated her friends, but fortunately she have violin class on friday morning so the dating with her friends been canceled so i dated her as well n this time she din't rejected at last~ seriously i insomnia in that night... the other day after her violin class i fetched her to 1U for movie together ( just 2 of us)... it really a awesome experience for me because i don't ever hhave date with a girl that i interested... we watched Paranormal 4 which is horror movie but not actually that horror~ our shoulder kept touching each other well she didn't mind that, when comes to the end part which most of horror part in that movie her head almost came in to my shoulder though it was just weak shoulder n hear touch but i have the feeling that wana protect her...
spending a day with her i can felt i really alive n glad to be still alive to have tis opportunity to have a date with her... some regret part is, in cinema i don have that courage to hold her hand n say ' be my girlfriend n let me protect u'...
well, for me, i just wana have more time with for to check n confirm is it she have the same feeling to me as i did to her...
Life is Non-Stop Falling in Love with Other People, At The Last You Might Get Nothing but At Least You Learn Something or Experience Something New...

That all for me =D
JREAMCHEAH

sej exam !!

人生第一次读历史从12pm 读到 1am，
全为了考试，
明明说好放弃历史的，
但只因为你曾经叫我把它考好，
我做到了，
很多问题我都答得出，
很有信心的。。。
我填满答案
全是认真回答的
但是。。。
你不可能知道我为什么努力，
有些事自己知道就好了
曾经我为你而疯狂做每一件事 <3

SPM 1st day

今天考了第一张就跟朋友去吃东西，
差一点中 SAMAN xD
相隔四小时后再考第二张，
我蛮开心的，
因为这次是我第一次 100% 用尽全力去应付的考试。。。
我告诉自己，
字要考好成绩，
你或取会给我多一次机会，
但这是是一厢情愿的想法，
你讲我忽冷忽热，
算了啦
我也是人类
也有感情
不是每一天都一样的Mood
你要每一天同样的mood 的人你不如去找机器人？
我对你从来都很热血，
没有半点想放弃，
我对你冷淡的时候，
是我心情不好
但你有问候我吗？
有问为什么今天对你酱冷你有问吗？
你从来没有关心过我，
就讲我对你忽冷忽热，
忽冷忽热的人是你吧，
你什么都不懂！
只能说，
如果你的朋友没出现的话我们现在是好好的...

tdy went DPC guitar shop bought electric guitar string,
i knew tat is electric guitar string,
bt i wanted noe how pro is the staff,
so i asked ' excuse me, is it tis is for electric guitar?"
she" erm, wait, tis is 12 mayb is nylon guitar, i call my boss"
n finally she said" yup tis is for electric guitar"
i said" i noe, i been part time b4"
she"..."
i noe she wana punch me bt sry lah,
sometime nid find somethg do ma XD

last class.........

yea,
finally!!!
tdy was the last class for my guitar class,
teacher Richard Kok Chit Kit
teach me, classical guitar grade 5, electric guitar grade 3, musical theory grade 4...
thx for inculcated me for the time u in jusco yamaha
but i knew,
tdy was the last class for me n oso for u in yamaha...
i noe some stuff will miss me a lot in yamaha,
bcos i been have a good relation wif thm,
i oso miss u all!!!
i rmb last year,
i worked wif u all,
the fair tat v construct,
the effort tat v put in,
v been work together,
all the time i will rmb,

bt,
tat nt the end of my guitar journey,
start nxt month,
my teacher Richard will come to my house for my guitar lesson,
sure!!
the fees expensive thn last time in yamaha,
bcos tis consider private lesson ma =3=
sound high class abit tat y fees oso outstanding =D
tat all
stay tune
n rmb tis friday come to skul,
i will b perform =)

i love the way u stupid <3

RECITAL!!!

time reli nt enough to me!!
15min recital,
now i just manage do 8min oni!
still less 7min which mean i nid add 2 more songs,
now songs tat on hand gt

songs tat done:
Andante from Fernando Sor, 1778-1839
La Chanson D'Orphee from Musique de Luiz Bonfa, 1922-2001  ( movie theme of Black Orpheus)
Tango No.3 from J.Ferrer


songs tat haven memorize:
Allegretto from Fernando Sor, 1778-1839
???? from????, ???-????


last song haven choose TT