Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Aqua

@JreamCheah: 我水瓶座喜欢一个人时就像瓶底装着充满你的纸袋染色料,透明的瓶子一直会流出挤满的水,到了某个时候你的袋会慢慢被挤出来然后填入新的袋,如果你选择留下袋子会破,流出染料把我透明的瓶子染上你的颜色〜

Monday, October 29, 2012

David Lanz inspired me to visit here~

Christofori's Dream, a really nice composition work done by David Lanz, i love it so much, n the way he changed the Canon in D, he have his own variation on it n the style he played i really enjoy so much...
suddenly after listened to few pieces i been inspired to visit here again, i promised not to come back here anymore, here have the worst experience for me, quarrel for a girl that not actually worth it... well i have heart broke after tat, i have no idea y she can attract me so much on the pass, but that isn't the point, neither is important for me anymore, im not care her anymore, even if she charm me back i won't bother her though.

lets talk about what i did so far after SPM since v last stopped there, i scored quite good result in SPM at least im happy with that, after that i started my Music Diploma in MIA at Wangsa Maju... i met many new friends, here i learned many different characteristic for each ppl, sometime i just can't stand with that, i been stressed so much... build more stronger performance is important here otherwise u will b consider a weaker, well so much friends in MIA expected me so much after they knew i have a deep n loud voice, that the reason i started my vocal lesson too, im singing Baritone... in pass few years i just desperate with my this ugly deep voice bcos many friends in secondary school used to make joke... till im in MIA i just noticed im holding the gold key n i don't know it is worthy!

about LOVE:
form my memory around in half year passed, i have some different feeling with my scout junior, i started dream bout her sometime, checking her FB is my daily routine, chat with her can make me stay happy for a long day, after few times she rejected my invitation for hanging out, actually i planned to tell her out my feeling to her, but she been rejected all the time, i almost made it 1 time but at last she rejected me for going out with me at last minute~ after that due to busy time schedule in college, i forgotten bout the feel to her, quite mystery actually~
after that i met a girl in Popzzical Concert which conducted by my college choir tutor... when i met her i fall in love i guess, the reason i said 'i guess' is please let me finish 1st...
i have to admit im pro tracker actually, after the concert i manage found out her FB Twitter n so on, i thought i really like her, because i felt her eyes seem like someone that are attracted me so much in pass but i can't remember on that time... after almost 1 month i found out she have big spent habit, though im impolite to say that... well i would not like to say much also :D
after few weeks, i try to date the previous junior, the reason i will find her is actually very mysterious also, she suddenly inbox me 1 day n said previously have a ppl hack her account n chat with me but i knew that's not her that time so i don't bother her n scold the hacker... after few chats i found the feeling that i used to be with her...
so i tried to date her out, at 1st she rejected because she dated her friends, but fortunately she have violin class on friday morning so the dating with her friends been canceled so i dated her as well n this time she din't rejected at last~ seriously i insomnia in that night... the other day after her violin class i fetched her to 1U for movie together ( just 2 of us)... it really a awesome experience for me because i don't ever hhave date with a girl that i interested... we watched Paranormal 4 which is horror movie but not actually that horror~ our shoulder kept touching each other well she didn't mind that, when comes to the end part which most of horror part in that movie her head almost came in to my shoulder though it was just weak shoulder n hear touch but i have the feeling that wana protect her...
spending a day with her i can felt i really alive n glad to be still alive to have tis opportunity to have a date with her... some regret part is, in cinema i don have that courage to hold her hand n say ' be my girlfriend n let me protect u'...
well, for me, i just wana have more time with for to check n confirm is it she have the same feeling to me as i did to her...
Life is Non-Stop Falling in Love with Other People, At The Last You Might Get Nothing but At Least You Learn Something or Experience Something New...

That all for me =D
JREAMCHEAH