yamaha coming performance

last last week i told my teacher that long time ago i didn't perform

then last week teacher asked me want to perform?

then i said yes

he arrange to me, so my perform is under another yamaha teacher which is Mr.Yong

so, teach said that i just play 1 song

sound like i'm play easy... but not, it quite special song

and it took 2 day to master the song

so, i was very happy that i can play well this song and yesterday i went to Tesco yamaha to jam with them...

the band member i actually also don't know who they are

even people that play same song with me

because almost every song also will have different people...

so made me confuse

but that not my business, i just need play my drum and make sure no mistake

then when i reached there...

Mr.Yong suddenly said" if i ask you play 1 more song can?"

then i said no problem

but when he took me inside the jam room, he suddenly said:"you play 不能说的秘密 and 晴天 ok?"

then i though i was wrong listen so i asked again whether correct a not

...

then he ask back me" you know how to play?"

then i said this two quite easy, just need some times

he said well done T^T

i sat inside band room and wait my turn to jam

after their turn... suppose be play my song 真的爱你

but Mr.Yong opened JayChou 世界末日 and asked me play this song!!!

OMG!!! i don't know he got problem anot?

1 day left ask me play so many song T_T

i gonna die!!!

but he not giving time to me to reject

he straight said"you all listen and try to follow, i go out awhile"

DAMN!!!

but never mind lah...

i try to play but haiz... last minute ask me to play so many song, of course will be not good...

but he look like also know this concept, he din't scold me

and this make me feel good

i burned by spirit to give him the best perform that i can make...

when end of jamming...

suddenly got 2 people ask him whether they 蒲公英的约定 can play like this anot

then he suddenly turn his head to me and ask:"you back home learn this song also"

WALAO!!!

he sound very easily

but never mind lah, whose know if i reject him next time have any perform he also won't use me...

so i accepted

go now after bath need start my training!!! HELL TRAINING

3pm go Tesco jam with them

5pm rush to tuition

7pm rush back tesco jamming!!!

wednesday more worse!!!

11.30am drum replacement class in jusco

5pm guitar replacement class until 7pm in jusco

7.30pm start perform in tesco

crazy...

teacher's day perform

lazy to write==

too many things

just can say AWESOME PERFECT!!!

a worst rehearsal

today our band was having a full rehearsal for teacher's day perform...

and we hope that we can do it perfectly

so, when recess time,

i and my friend ah Kam, which is my band's drummer went to ask pn. Mary for permission using hall drum...

and yes, finally she approve it...

after school we straight went to hall and when drum room opened,

we started to tune drum...

after this,

when our turn to show out our perform,

we started set up in stage

i din't brought my guitar amp,

because i though that school speaker maybe will better than my guitar amp

but i found out that actually that speaker can't support my destrosion effect...

but that was ok

BUT!!!

when 1st song we played was an intro song, no people sing

and sound great i think...

but when 2nd song,

DAMN IT!!!

i can't even hear what i played!!!

i don't know whether i done mistake!!!

i knew that i went some mistake but it was because i don't ever know where i am playing...

but more worst thing coming...

then when going last song,

i told the ketua kumpulan wednesday and he name is Thing Guang,

i told him that i can't hear my sound can help me increase my volume?

thn u know what he replied?

he said:

"that normal, you can't hear your sound because speaker is facing down stage and this kind thing you don't know arh!?"

he sound like saying me noob and don't know those simple thing,

he act like looking down me and try to step me in front of his junior...

so i think his junior maybe will though he is professional...

so i trust him because that time i no really much time...

then we finished last song...

when i went down stage,

all my friends told me that they can't hear guitar sound!!!

DAMN IT BLOODY STUPID ASSHOLE HE TOLD ME THAT DOWN STAGE WILL BE VERY LOUD OF MY INSTRUMENT SOUND!!!

STUPID ASSHOLE!!! YOU TRY TO SHOW OUT YOUR PRO THEORY THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE BUT YOU ARE SUCK!!! YOU FOREVER SUCKER!!!

I TRUST YOU AND YOU GAVE ME AN STUPID NO LOGICAL EVEN THEORY MATTER AND THAT ALL FOR SOLVING MY PROBLEM!!!

I PLEASED YOU TO HELP ME AND YOU JUST DO LIKE FOOLISH ME!!! I'M NOT STUPID!!!

YOU THINK I REALLY DON'T KNOW IN STAGE CAN'T HEAR OURSELF SOUND? I KNEW IT VERY MUCH!!!

JUST THAT TIME I'M RUSHING AND ACCEPTED UR ASSHOLE ANSWER!!!

but after this i won't trust you anymore,

even what you say maybe correct,

you are sucker!

forever sucker!

you though that you are more far than i did

but actually you just a small character ,

even people always be with you, but they will easily forget bout you!

don't try act like smartass infront of me!

you will never ever over me!!!

bull shit and suck your ass this night!!

haiz, today when saw my exam result feel sad...

my mathematic suppose to score A, but just 56 T^T

my akaun MANY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO!!!

science ok lah got improve but just 43%...

sejarh i full of confident that i must be FAIL!!!

Chinese i think also will fail because last time paper 2 i absent so din't take the paper...

i remember that when form 2 and 3 i was a pro student in class,

which mean i was very hardworking that time,

but now,

i don't whether i no time or my spirit of study had dropped...

i felt lazy to study...

maybe i should do some crazy things to burn up my study mood,

okay,

let say about why when form 2 and 3 i'm so hardworking...

the reason you maybe will feel very naive

but that the way i went before...

i promise a girl that i like that i will hardworking to study,

and try all my best during exam,

and also the girl very smart,

that why i also want to be like her

so i started to touch book and read...

but after 'that' incident,

i started avoid to study,

even i din't study, but my result still can maintain the level that i did before,

but this just until end of PMR...

when form 4, i also don't know what i done in that year,

had a stupid quarrel with the girl i like,

that stupid! i mean i was stupid!

but most perfect things done in that year was i have my own dream...

a dream that did't because of anyone, just myself...

but seriously, form 4 i TOTALLY DIN"T STUDY actually...

i was playing fool around and did't nothings,

even in scout as a president i also hope that everything could become easy,

but actually not,

especially when i quarreled with her,

before that when i met problem i would told her and she will try to give some idea for me,

and i can persist in scout just because of her support,

but after quarreled born,

it change me,

i became irresponsible,

and felt like what things also dislike to do, except music...

so that time, i focus 100% in music and avoid to study...

that why the final exam i got a asshole result...

and even this time exam i also got BLOODY SUCK result!!!

my classmate started to climb over me and i still in same position...

DreamHunter T@T YOU SHOULD START TO MOVE NOW!!!

show them who you are,

let them know you not just pro in music but in study also!!!

but before that,

just i said early, i need some crazy things to burn my study mood,

that is,

i need to promise someone that i will hardworking study...

just like i did when form 2,

haha...

god bless you DreamHunter Cheah Wan Tat

aik!!!

today in theory class was met a problem==

i have 100% confident that since i'm in music theory grade 1 till now grade 3,

i can say NO CHALLENGE at all!!!

but today Interval taken my confident away==

i'm not don't know how to do...

just when i do it i need take extra more time to double confirm the answer...

but listen here!!!

INTERVAL CAN'T STOP ME MOVING!!!

haha...

sometime though that how good if u still in this school,

but every thing won't turn back,

it will just keep on moving and growing...

just like me a small child become a teenager ^^

today a question went to my mind

i can normally get what i want,

because mum always will try to let me have it if i need or want it...

but.......

something i always can't get...

why? why?

i kept on asked myself

why i could have those things i want it but why i can't get the girl i love?

maybe just like my friend Ah Kam said:

God is fair, every things is fair,

just like u can easy have somethings, by the ways you would hardly or wont get something else...

totally represent to me==

my car arrived^^

today afternoon i was following my mum go to volkswagen shop to take my car Polo in yellow^^

that really damn cool

although it small size like Myvi but inside it have damn many function!!!

you cant imagine if you din't ever sat inside it and have a view...

it same as advertising said "cool"

beside cool i don't know what words else can i use to describe it

okay, put it on a side 1st...

let share somethings else...

just now saw a picture in facebook posted by my friend HooiMay,

the picture about the weather when 7.22pm...

have a look here

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=223557057655572&set=a.223557054322239.67004.100000038391111&type=1&ref=nf

did you feel any worry?

i did...

i worry about end of world will be coming in this 21 of May 2011

if really 21 of may world will end, that mean we just have 1day left to spend

maybe i was too serious to this topic...

but whatever world will end or not,

before that i must do a thing to someone

at the 1st i would like to wait until 20 of May just say it out...

but now i don't know whether i will have this chance anot...

so when i'm still alive i think i should say

because i don't want to be regret

猪耳, i know you maybe will saw this and feel angry for i do that... but i want to tell you that i really love you, i though if u din't went to oversea for study i will hug u if you allow me do that... just want to let you know that i'm serious to you and you will be let people love until that people disappear in this world... last, i really love you although knew that no chances for me