my mathematic suppose to score A, but just 56 T^T
my akaun MANY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO!!!
science ok lah got improve but just 43%...
sejarh i full of confident that i must be FAIL!!!
Chinese i think also will fail because last time paper 2 i absent so din't take the paper...
i remember that when form 2 and 3 i was a pro student in class,
which mean i was very hardworking that time,
but now,
i don't whether i no time or my spirit of study had dropped...
i felt lazy to study...
maybe i should do some crazy things to burn up my study mood,
okay,
let say about why when form 2 and 3 i'm so hardworking...
the reason you maybe will feel very naive
but that the way i went before...
i promise a girl that i like that i will hardworking to study,
and try all my best during exam,
and also the girl very smart,
that why i also want to be like her
so i started to touch book and read...
but after 'that' incident,
i started avoid to study,
even i din't study, but my result still can maintain the level that i did before,
but this just until end of PMR...
when form 4, i also don't know what i done in that year,
had a stupid quarrel with the girl i like,
that stupid! i mean i was stupid!
but most perfect things done in that year was i have my own dream...
a dream that did't because of anyone, just myself...
but seriously, form 4 i TOTALLY DIN"T STUDY actually...
i was playing fool around and did't nothings,
even in scout as a president i also hope that everything could become easy,
but actually not,
especially when i quarreled with her,
before that when i met problem i would told her and she will try to give some idea for me,
and i can persist in scout just because of her support,
but after quarreled born,
it change me,
i became irresponsible,
and felt like what things also dislike to do, except music...
so that time, i focus 100% in music and avoid to study...
that why the final exam i got a asshole result...
and even this time exam i also got BLOODY SUCK result!!!
my classmate started to climb over me and i still in same position...
DreamHunter T@T YOU SHOULD START TO MOVE NOW!!!
show them who you are,
let them know you not just pro in music but in study also!!!
but before that,
just i said early, i need some crazy things to burn my study mood,
that is,
i need to promise someone that i will hardworking study...
just like i did when form 2,
haha...
god bless you DreamHunter Cheah Wan Tat
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